Addiction!

selena's addiction on coffee has been brushd upon me!!
dam it..
frm sum1 who hates cofee to sum1 who hs social cofee drinks to sum1 havin everynite cofee n NW to sum1 who hs cofee 6 times aday!!!!
by da end of da day im so hipd up..i barely feel my eyes blinkin!!

Batman

im knwn as batman nw wei..
im stayin up til 6am..thn go to sleep til 1130am..
tats my daily routine..
even readin bc wat i juz typd out is hard 4 me to digest!!
sumthns hapenin to me..
my luv n passion for sleep is fadin off...
my hybernation routine tat ive mastered had failed me!!
oh nooooooooo!!

im a changed person..
im no longer da Praba u al once knew..
i hv turnd over a new leaf..Cofee seeds more like it..
DAMN IT!!

muahx

One hit wonder!

wat maters act?
y do tots suddenly scatter..
suddenly u find urself lost in a pudle of mess uve created 4 urself?
where do i go?
wat do i do?
shld i clean up?
o shld i dive in2 da pudle?
if i cry out..can ne1 hear me?
would u help me if i was drownin?



guys dun panic..

i found tis on a frens blog!!
haha i found it dam funnie..
i mean i din thnk tat its humanly possible to cum up wif sooooooo many questions at 1 point!!
n if u realise theres soo many plots in dat post..
wats up la?
best part is..thr was 2 many questions there..i dunno wic wan to help her wif oso..
so i juz laughd at it..n postd it here..



moral of tis story:

if u ever post tis many questions..
pity ur frens..thy dunno hw to help u even tho thy wld luv tooo n dun blame thm if thy resign to postin it on their blog (hehe like me!)

nw..bc to my clueless life:
so dat guy i spoke bt in my previos post has turnd out to b...GREAT! lol..i hav no idea stil on wat im feelin..so wun comment on dat..but 1 thng for sure..is dat i hv act managed to b da truest of myself wif him..i reli din even try impressin him..i reli feel like myself afte a reli long time! n im enjoyin every sec of it!!
n luks like he wasnt a one hit wonder after all!!!

muahx

Fat aneroxic

Weight --> has it bcome a stigma?

is it a requirement to b below 35kg to b a cheerleader nw?
mum calld me 2day n tld me bt my dalin cousin sis..
she has freakin scary diet..oil free..milk free..sugar free..

• she drinks tea without milk nr sugar for breakfast (who does tat?)
• she eats oats for lunch (yucks!)
• she eats plain vegetables w/o rice for dinner (o nt to 4get steamd vegetable-->oil free mar)

al tis since shes bcum a cheerleader! shes freakin 14 years old oni la..mayb shes aimin to b da skinniest gal ever to cheer on da face of earth.. im sure her brain cells r rottin o mayb thy hv odi decayd! da oni lesson is if she ends up fallin in2 a hypoglycemic state!!

nt tryin to b mean o nythn..bt oni tis mite knck sum sence in2 her empty head!!

Adrenaline rush!

an excitin yet conclusionless snews on me:

2day..afte so long i spoke to a fren..sum1 ive known for years..v r oceans apart..years apart (age)..n yet, wen i spoke to him 2day it felt different..

guys stop crackin ur head on who it is..im nt gna let it out juz yet.. :P *evil laugh* ..wil leave u guys to pounder bt it a lil k..

was messagin him for a couple of hours..n i haven been able to stop thinkin bt him...its nt a crush o nythn..but a sence of xcitment..its a weird overwelmin feelin tat i reli canot describe o xplain..

newaz i dun reli hav muc to say bt it o him cuz i myself dunno wat was it o wat i felt/feel..lol..

confused? gud!!..v r on da same boat..hopefully it wasnt a one hit wonder n il hav mr to xpect frm him..

til my thoughts catch up wif me, muahx

Black n White

'the heart has reasons tat the heart does nt knw..'

I find tis quote very very relative to me..
i mean i have soooooooo many feelings tat i have no idea y im feelin so..
example:

1. If i odi knw im gna say no to a question..y do i even expect da question to b askd?
2. If i odi made up my mind nt to except any explanation o excuses..y do i expect for 1 newaz?
3. If i odi knw da consequences of my move CLEARLY..y do i go on wif it nehw?
4. If i odi knw tat i can go on listin sooooo many questions dat i dun hav answers to..y am i even tryin?

okie im gna stop..

thngs haven been tats very clear lately..i can question myself y nw..BUT AGAIN i dun hav an answer..sumhw..reality has its stupid, anoying n persistent way of creepin into life's loveliest moments juz to stand b4 u, questionin u rite at dat very moment.......really?

sum1 wise said..(dun ask me who)..i juz assume hes wise cuz..ul knw y at da end of da quote..

"Things are not black and white. Things are relative. Things are interdependent. When we look at a situation we have to consider all the factors. ... "You cannot look in one direction. In order to see reality, (you) have to see in three or four or seven dimentions"

c! he has to b wise if he cld c 4 to 7 dimensions ryte? gosh, i never knew there wuz any othr dimensions thn 3?!!!

so by da way..im gna head bc into studyin..til nx time..

muahx

My cashmere mafias

im nt sure if u guys r up wif da tv show..cashmere mafias..

well i juz completed da whole of 1st season..n i truly can c me n by 4eva best buds in dat shoe 1 day..i mean bsides da scandals n da lesbianism part..

wel tis show is bt 4 reli independant women who r al sucessful in their own field..doin wat thy like best..n YET da oni person thy ended fallin on2 wen thir day falls apart is their best mates frm coll 15 years bc!!

wel in tis contex..im act referin to my skool mates..as u al knw hw screwd up manipal journey has been for me..

being away for da last 2 n half ears has oni cleard my tots bt fw thngs:

1. theres no place like home..
2. frens ive grown up wif r thse who knws me best..nv judge me no matter wat..alwiz, ALwiz there for me tho v r oceans apart..
3. i miss msian food!

oh god..i reli miss being where v use to b..missin playin a role in each others lifes..

• miss seeing nat makin a fool out of herself..

• miss listenin to sel makin sure everythn is as perfect as her..
  
• miss lai cheng's blurness..


• miss yee hua's silence n calmness..
  


• miss da sweet soo ann..


• miss joyce's droolins on god knws who!
  
  
  
  

u guys r truly my cashmere mafias!

Baby steps..

bloggin is so out of my league..

okie since bloggin has been da in thng..okie mayb nt nw but 2 years bc..
n everyyyyyyy1 has a blog..i tot i shld dive in2 havin 1 to..
WRONG IDEA!!
i created tis blog a half n hour ago n so muc has happen since then..

1. my fingers froze over da keyboard nt knowin wat to do nx..
2. i act..get my tiny winy tots together n start typin a whle long essay n it al got erased wen i tried clickin on sum other link!!
3. my stupid cat pourd my precious coke of my table..

okie nt like da 3rd wan had nythn to do wif tis blog..but stil!!

hw la u guys do tis bloggin thngy?!natalie..selena..lai cheng?!! i thnk u guys hav an inbuilt gift tat i dun posses!!bravo to u guys!n u lil devils knew me wel enuf to knw tat il suck at tis but
YET U GUYS ACT URGED ME TO BLOG LAST TIME AR..

its k its k..

colours..

wow..juz found out tat u can change ur font colours..quiet cool..lol i knw i knw im a bit kuno..guys live wif it!

to thse fellows who r act readin my blog..GUD LUCK FINDIN UR WAY AROUND!!

sisters blog..

wuz tellin my sis bt me bloggin n suddenly..she rememberd she had a blog tooo....lol tuk her 20 minuts to find her blog..n wen she act found it..she passd me da link..

i tot id read her blog for sum hints on wat da hell to blog..BUT! her oni blog was about a botox handbag..

nw, wat am i to tip from tat?! so im gnna use my tiny lil tired brain to blog myself!!so let me tel u bt my weekend..my super duper boring weeknd..Wait! i can use a dif colou 4 dat!

weekend..

so, yesterday i hd tis long awaited ball tat i wasnt suppose to go 4 til my fren bought me a freakin ticket n cald me up 10 times to make sure i budge my butt to tat hall..

as i entered..every1 was nicely elegantly wearin beautiful gowns n smart suites well seated n all dat formal crap la..

i being da rebel as i alwiz am..ended up goin in a top n jeans..well da original plan wuz to go bacstage to watch my frens band play n make a quiet exit!!thn sum joker had to c me n cal me to da frnt..haih..u can imagine wat happen nx..(i knw exactly hw ugly betty wld feel at tat momentexcept for da fact tat im nt ugly la :P)..

lol of cuz every1 lukd at me funnily bt thn again..i stil had a freakin ticket so no1 shld hav nythn to complain abt ryt!?

i proudly sat in da middle of da hall n watchd da whle bal pas by..n thn made my exit elegantly bc hme!!

im act reli tired to think of wat to blog..so for nw..tis is it!

muahx